Sometimes I get to the end of my day before I fall asleep and realize it was such a busy day that I didn't spend time with Jesus or take time to look over and realize He has been with me all day. To have a God that dances over me and sings over me, while I am busy in my mind and life is truly amazing. A love like that far surpasses my understanding of love. Can you imagine it ladies? Someone who loves you so much, who is constantly breathing life into your nostrils every single breath. Someone who holds your life in His hands, because He loves you.
I walk through my busy days, and get to the end and realize how much unworthy I am of His love. But how much more great is that love that He gives to the undeserving. He never stops singing over me, dancing over me, wooing me, lavishing His love, pouring out mercy, breathing life into me every second, painting beautiful skies, encouraging me, trusting me in this position as pastor's wife. He believes in me, He is proud of me, He smiles at me, He collects every tear, He washes my feet, He hugs me, He takes care of me, He carries me when I am exhausted. When I am overwhelmed with life and think I can't get through this season, He says you're strong, I am right here with you. He whispers gently His love for me.
He never ceases to amaze me. He loves to amaze me. He loves to show up. He loves to give freely. He loves to surprise me. He loves to make me happy. He loves me, even when I am selfish. He loves me even when I am busy. He loves me every second of every day regardless of me. He is always thinking about me. He thinks I am funny. He thinks I am beautiful. He created everything I see, for me. He gave it all to me. He said, this is yours. He created His son for me!!!
He loves me far more than I will ever know. More than Sunday mornings. More than days I remember. More and more every day. He claimed me, and said I am His. I am chosen, I am approved, I belong, I am forever His.
Ladies, He says all of this about you! He loves you so much.
xo a girl who sleeps with the pastor